Nicole Scherzinger talked about ageism in Hollywood in a new interview.Photo: Fox via Getty

THE MASKED SINGER: Nicole Scherzinger

Nicole Scherzingeris getting candid about the realities of aging in Hollywood.

In a new interview with theSunday Times, the formerPussycat Dollsstar, 45, said getting older in the entertainment industry is challenging.

“It’s just as relevant today. And it’s still very brutal,” she told the newspaper of the pervasive ageism, noting that even maintaining a youthful appearance is not enough.

“Even if I look like I’m 37 or something, the moment somebody knows your age they will just —” she added, drawing a hand across her throat.

Scherzinger said her latest role — she’s currently starring asNorma Desmondin the West End revival ofSunset Boulevardin London — has given her deeper insight into women’s aging struggles. Her character is a 50-year-old former silent-film starlet who cannot accept that her fame has faded.

Scherzinger admitted she was initially offended when director Jamie Lloyd offered her the part in the musical, which is based on the classic 1950 film of the same name, starring Gloria Swanson as Norma.

“I was like, ‘Are you out of your mind? First of all, I still look great under bright lights. And isn’t that an older woman who is, like, an old relic? How does that even remotely have anything to do with me?'” she told theSunday Times.

Nicole Scherzinger attends the Magnum Beach Cannes Party on May 22, 2023.Andreas Rentz/Getty Images

Nicole Scherzinger at Magnum Beach Cannes Party to celebrate the launch of #Pleasureisalwayson Campaign

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However, once she delved into the role, she quickly empathized with Norma’s yearning for her lost youth. “It’s relevant to parallels in my life,” she noted.

Scherzinger also understands her character’s fear of no longer measuring up to Hollywood’s impossible beauty standards. When she was performing with the Pussycat Dolls, she would spend up to five hours a day working out at the gym, and grappled with bulimia for years. The music group’s manager told her she needed to lose weight.

“But I didn’t need anyone to tell me. I’m my hardest critic of myself, so I was the worst voice, right?” she recalled.

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Last month, Scherzinger told PEOPLE she is excited to reveal a new side of herself inSunset Boulevard, especially since she feels she has been underestimated since her pop-star days.

Nicole Scherzinger attends the Coronation Concert in Windsor, England, on May 7, 2023.Ian West - Pool / Getty Images

Nicole Scherzinger backstage at the Coronation Concert

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“That’s why I’m making moves now. It’s hard when people don’t see you for who you truly are. But if you don’t show it to them, they will never know; so that’s why I’ve taken this [role],” she explained. “Hopefully people will get the opportunity now to see who I really am and what I have to give.”

Despite her initial misgivings about playing Norma, she said she discovered a deep connection to the character.

“I just fell in love with Norma,” she noted. “I didn’t realize that this is the role that I’ve been waiting to play all my life.”

“There are so many parallels betweenSunset Boulevardand what you have to do to make it in Hollywood,” she added. “Even when you’re fully loaded with so much talent, you could still be overlooked because of stereotypes and ageism. It is a tragedy.”

Sunset Boulevardis playing at the Savoy Theatre in London through Jan. 6, 2024.

source: people.com